My heart must be a black hole I learned how to suck people in Yet they never seem to leave Maybe it’s because I have no soul. But I know how to love I think I can love I don’t love all these people. I come whirling in They get trapped Or their hearts get… Continue reading My Heart Must Be A Black Hole
I can’t say today was awful, but it wasn’t extraordinary either. So I decided to end today with some donuts (25 munchkins and some extra donuts that just looked good) and a bottle of wine. I think of it as a cure, but a cure for what? My normal average life? Or the crazy one… Continue reading Some Days Are Just Like This.
I’m tired of vague or broad answers that don’t address the question I’m tired of you selectively answering my text messages I’m tired of finding out that the only answers you gave me were lies But the thing is, you’re not the first. Is it my fault Is it something I did Is it because… Continue reading Is It Really that Hard to Be Honest with Me?
About a week ago, I went to a sexual awareness speaker on my college campus. I went for my sorority, and honestly, that was the only reason I was there. By the time I left, I realized I had been a victim of sexual assault. I had this boyfriend in highschool. I thought he was… Continue reading Sexual Coercion: My Story
Every girl, and probably most guys too, have been to a bar and experienced someone not getting your hints. This girl or guy you’re talking to doesn’t realize that you’re not interested. You assume he or she is probably just too drunk to understand, but every now and then people at bars just choose not… Continue reading My Experience with a Drunk Creep
People judge me for “going through guys” too quickly. I guess I do, and I shouldn’t be upset about this judgement. All I ever wanted was to tell the guy I’m with about my depression, anxiety, or ADHD and have him say that he understands. After years, I finally found someone who did. At first,… Continue reading You Don’t Have to Understand
You must know You are not safe If you go On that date. It’s only you That he will choose Simply because You refuse.
The lowest branch was too high for me to reach, so I needed help. Luckily my boyfriend was with me. I used his knee to jump up and grab that branch. We had never climbed a tree together before. The higher and higher up I got, the more exhilarated I felt. I couldn’t stop climbing.… Continue reading The First Time I Climbed a Tree
The mistakes I’ve made (many of them the year I was fifteen) changed me, my perspecitve on life, and my character. Although the mistakes I made were completely my fault, there were things that came with those mistakes. These things I did not ask for, and many were not my fault. I’m not entirely sure… Continue reading What Every 15 Year Old Girl Should Know
Hypersomnia is a real disorder. It’s sort of like how you feel when you’re really tired except it doesn’t go away. I am rarely ever fully awake. I almost never feel energized anymore. I could sleep for days, and I don’t mean that as an expression. I mean it literally. On an average night, I… Continue reading My Hypersomnia
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